We say our last Words
In Rememberance of Robbie

My Last Poems to Robbie,

The loss of my son has caused much pain
My heart is broken my emotions are drained
Life becomes even harder to try and sustain
They say it's for a reason but there's nothing to gain
You think about the good times you had in the past
That's all you have left so you must make them last
You look for answers but you get nowhere
As you mind wanders and they are not there
The grief the sorrow and pain left for you
Makes it hard to comprehend because it's so new
Life goes on as they all say
As you struggle day by day
The tragedy is over and it's a done deal
But you must survive in order to heal
Life's not fair some say it's a game
You will always call his first name
Even though he has left this earth
His time on here made up the worth
I look for you each and every day
Hoping to see you in a special way
My closure is open and will always last
Because of the tragedy that is now in the past
Now my Son I must lay you to rest
Because your with God and he is the best
Suffer no more my son I say
When I join you on my dying day
Only then will I'll be free
Because it will be just you and me
Love Always
Author : Dad

My Last Poems to Robbie,

You left this world because you lost your mind
What about the loved ones you left behind
I don't know what happened to cause your fate
To end your life on that specific date
The phone calls and answers I tried to explain
In trying to understand your tragic pain
The shock and disbelief of what you had done
When I first found you I thought it was in fun
Then I realized but I was to late
I couldn't save you on that tragic date
You took you life and left this land
Now you are in God's promised hand
Our thoughts and prayers come from our Love
Thinking of you with our God above
The friends and loved ones you left behind
Struggle with this throughout their mind
They are angry shocked and really mad
You didn't know just what you had
I sit here and write these thoughts each day
Deep in thought and words come this way
According to God this is part of his plan
My mind and heart just can't understand
I look and search for you and your not there
I strain my heart and my eyes just to see thin air
Wishing and praying and hoping to see again
So I can't finally accept that this is the end
Friends have notice that I am not the same
They can't really understand such a shame
So tragic and final yes it's true
All is do is think of you
I made this site for you and I'm Proud
I just want to shout out loud
That this is my Son I have lost and Loved
Pray for him now for he’s above
If someone who reads this and makes them feel better
Please drop me a line or even a letter
Even though this is dedicated to my son
It's my love for him to give to everyone
You go to bed and try to sleep
Images you see because they are so deep
You awaken the following day
Life goes on in it's usual way
If I was granted one wish to help ease my pain
It would be to hug you and hold you in my arms
That would make my heart whole again
One day soon I will be there
Then it will be You and Me in thin air.
Author : Dad

A Letter to My Son!
Hi Rob, It is me Dad
I strive each day and look around
Just to try and get a glimpse of you
I stand under the Tree hoping to feel your presence
I look in the seat next to me where you
used to be when we worked together
I still have your tools in the
truck which I can never remove
I now wear the necklace you used to wear.
I'am still angry with you for your
sudden departure from this world
I know you were dealing with a tremendous
amount of pain that no one could understand
I am honestly and truly sorry with all my
heart that I could not see what was about to happen Rob
What you did not realize Rob was what you would leave behind
I guess or shall I say Hope and Know
In my Heart that you were here is spirit
And realized just how much you
meant to me and everyone else.
Everybody tells me just ask and
they would help or do anything for me.
The thing I want they or No one
in fact can do for me is
To have you back here
with Me and our family.
I have fair days and I
have some bad days.
During my bad days I look for
you to try and help me through
I made this Web Site in your
Honor and It is finally Done
With the exception of any
more balloons that may come back
I feel so proud of the Web Site
I tell everyone to see it.
It'is my way of saying how
much I miss you and Love you
Also trying to say Goodbye
to you at the same time
But I can never say Goodbye
Rob It is just to hard!!
Even now I am crying as I write
this as the tears are flowing down
And making it hard for me to write.
I have thought long and hard in joining you also,
Yes I have thought about suicide
to, Just to be with you
In my heart I would in a second,
but my mind will not allow it.
I have learned from you of all
the heartache and pain that is left behind
So Rob as much as I want to be with
you I can not at this time.
I have to try and be strong
for everyone else! It is hard believe me!
So My Son I must try and say Goodbye!
In My Mind but not in My Heart
That is One thing No One can
ever take away from me either,
They can never remove you from My Heart!
You will be and always
are in my thoughts and prayers.
Rob my Son I feel so lost
without, do you know
How much pain I'am In.
Today I went and got one
of my Tatoos covered up.
It is Beautiful, It is a
cross with roses and hearts with
A banner that wraps around
the cross. In the Banner it says
IN LOVING MEMORY ROBBIE.
So now My son you will
always be with me.
I can say one thing though
That through all that I have endured
my family and friends have been by my side.
The Love that my puppy Taiter gives
me so much Love that he actually
Is my salvation through this.
Also next Month I will get the other
Tatoo redone with the picture I
found of you on back of those praying hands.
Then It will be complete!
No Father has as much Love for you as I Have!!

Goodbye My Son!
You are free and with God Above
Dad

A Very Special Drawing Made By Dee Dee for My Family!
She used the picture in the upper left hand corner to Draw this!

Here is a special Poem for Dee Dee from me!

In My Time of Grief
Thoughts and answers I still search for
but then an Angel knocks on your door
A very special person came my way
to bring some joy for me today
when I seen the gift you made me cry
There is no need to ask me why
A gift so precious and full of Love
Is Like a Gift from God Above
How can I thank you with all my sorrow
Only by seeing you smile tomorrow
And saying to you again and again
There is nothing better then you my Friend
Someone like you is rare indeed
especially during my time of need
From my heart I can gladly say
Thank you Dee Dee you made my Day

Roll Call

One day past your name was read
It was from the book of dead
It said your time on earth was through
You shall arise and start anew
You did the best on earth you could
Just as God knew you would
Your sins on earth have been forgiven
That is why Jesus has risen
He was crucified on the cross one day
So he could say Robbie come my way
You left behind your family and friends
But you knew we would meet again
I know You will feel no pain or shame
Because you have risen God called your Name
In your moment of grief and despair
God came to you with his love to share
God said to you come go with me
For now you are forever free
No more sorrow no more pain
Because each day will be the same
Come with me Now my Son
You and me are now as one

Author : Dad

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