In Memory of Loved Ones Lost!
I AM NOT THERE
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush,
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
Robert Hepburn
In Rememberance of
Robert (Bob) Calladine
December 12,1967 - September 1, 1997
It has been 5 years since you have been gone
I have tried my best but I am so alone
My pain and sorrow never ends
It returns each day and begins again
I loved you with all my heart
And we lived till death do us part
My love for you will never part
It lives deep within my heart
I must go on so sad but true
Each day goes by without you
Someday soon we will meet again
Our true love can never end
As I look into the sky
I wonder and ask myself. Why! Why!
Until my last breath I will never know
The things we thought would never go show
I write these words for you today
And hope to GOD as I pray
That the time will come when I die
I will see you face up in the sky
A smile so wartm and bright to me
My soul will shine with so much glee
We will both be free at last
Our time on earth now is past
We will smile with God above
As he sends us with his love
To be together forever more
As our life is no more
Author : Robert Walters
In Rememberance of
Matthew (Matt)Eugene(Johnson)Heckroth
August 3,1983 - November 6, 2000
Matt my son I wish you knew
Just how much I think of You
I remember back when you were small
And how you have grown and become so tall
You loved the spring to you it was very dear
The flowers would bloom in the early new year
When you were younger we had so much fun
We would laugh and play in the warm summer sun
I watched you grow from a boy to a man
The meaning of life you would not understand
One day came and when it was late
You decided how to end your own fate
I wish I knew why and what you had planned
Maybe then I would realize and understand
That life on Earth was to hard to bear
So much pain you could not share
All the grief and sorrow I went through
Was from all the love I had for you
A new day starts and you have departed
Leaving me here so broken hearted
Life goes on and it seems so fast
All I have left are memories past
So now my son with all my love
I know you are with God above
Your time on earth was to short for me
God had plans I did not see
So my son I must say
We will meet again on my dying day
Author: Robert Walters
In Rememberance of
Tammy Michelle (Goodwin)Wall
May 7,1974 - May 16,2002
A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know, Because I have Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears. I Know, Because I have Cried.
A Million Dollars would not bring you Back, because I know you Died.
So now I think of things and wonder where you are
Maybe that is you up there a bright new shining star
Words I want to say to you that you will never hear
Of just how much you meant to me and how you were so dear
I talked with you that nite before the tragic day
Not knowing on not hearing what you tried to say
My heart is broken and filled with grief and pain
Now I torture myself I think that I'm to blame
Then someone new I met wrote a poem for me
He tried to open my eyes so that I could see
The pain and devastation that I now endure
God will guide my way because his word is pure
Author : Robert Walters
In Rememberance of
Kenneth Dale Jackson
Nov. 14,1963 - March 28,1998
It has been a few years since you have departed
You left me alone and I am broken hearted
I remember the day the last time we met
A day so tragic I can never forget
The pain and sorrow you left here with me
You could not help what it would do to me
Time goes on as I struggle with each passing day
I can not understand why you left that way
I married you till death do us part
All I have left is you in my heart
Each day goes on and so must I
I just do not understand why
I think of things that we said
Are now memories in my head
One day will come when my life is through
Then we will be together just me and you
Now I pray to God above
To bless with his precious love
Life goes on and starts anew
In My heart I will always love you
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
In Rememberance of
Sean W. LeBlanc
1974 - November 22,2002
Forever
You are forever in my heart
That is where it starts
You are forever in my prayers
For I am the one who cares
You are forever in my Soul
Without you I am not whole
You are forever in my thoughts
That is why I am so distraught
Forever is a word that lasts to eternity
But forever is just empty when you are not here with me
Now you live forever but me I am alone
All I have is loneliness and an empty home
I do not know forever it is just another day
I cry and think of yesterday and what I did not say
Forever to me I still do not comprehend
Only when I die and my life will end
Then I will know forever and we will meet again
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
In Rememberance of
Isabelle Shawna Robinson
February 28,2003 - March 1,2003
Isabelle
I gave birth to a another child this morn
We named her Isabelle when she was Born
She was so tiny and small as can be
A bundle of joy that made me happy
An angel of God came with his Love
And said that Isabelle was needed above
I started to cry as tears ran down my cheek
As the angel glowed when he started to speak
His words were so soft they went right to my heart
As he told me why Isabelle and I must part
I held her close within my arms
Feeling her love and all her charms
She died in my arms this I know
The Angel said it was time to go
He told me that God Loved me so much
His wings so soft and pure to touch
I felt a strange peace that came over me
The Angel sent his love but I couldn't see
Weep no more because you shall endure
Isabelle will be in heaven forever more
Author : Robert Walters Sr.
In Rememberance of
Brandon Rousseau
1989 - October 2,2000
Farewell To Brandon
My precious little child, the sweetest gift ever given
Gone from my arms into God's safe haven
You spread your wings and flew
Left us here, dear angel, shedding tears for you
I struggle to see the rainbow behind the storm
And I realize with your grandpa's love, you'll never be alone
Keep soaring, my baby, and reach your dreams
You're not as far now as down here, it seems
So beautiful a face, with those soulful eyes
Your kind heart seen in that bright smile
Bringing joy to all our lives
Sharing love when you can in a strife
Here I stand to face the truth
There's really not much left to do
In my heart, you'll be with me always
Sweet dreams, my darling, we'll meet again someday
Written for and read at his funeral.
© Copyright 2002 Karen Rousseau. All Rights Reserved.
In Rememberance of
Robert Shusta
December 3,1971 - February 28,2001
My Son
The pain in my heart is so deep
All alone I sit and weep
All I have left to hold on to are the sweet
memories of you.The last kiss on my cheek,
the last hug,the last goodbye,
And everyday I sit here and ask" why".
My tears they fall like rain.
Oh Bob did you ever realize I would live with all this pain.
I would give anything to have you here today,
Bob I don't like living this way.
Can God really see what Losing you has done to me?
All alone I sit and pray
God how can I live day to day.
Bob my dear son,I love you so,
I only wish you wouldn't of chosen to go.
Remember my Dear sweet son,when my time comes
To your arms I will run.
Love Your Mom
In Rememberance of
Joe Sutrich
Dates Unknown
Patty Shusta's Dad
Joe was a baker and worked at Vasser College
In Rememberance of
Randy Reed Hecox
January 7, 1969 - July 23, 1999
Fly With The Eagle
For the heart and soul and spirit to be free,
you'll ride on the wings of the eagle.
And see all the things you never seen before.
Your grandfather has opened the door.
Though tears may fall from time to time
your forever in our hearts and minds.
So soar now Randy there's so much to see,
your heart and soul home you will be.
Copyright © July 26, 1999
By Roadkill Rusty
Randy's Step-Dad
In Rememberance of
Arthur Raymond Wittet
April 27, 1955 - June 30, 2002
Judy,Arthur & Daughter Karly
In Rememberance of
Jay D. Jaconson
July 13, 1978 - March 04,2002
In Rememberance of
Sean M O'Brien
February 25, 1972 - November 20,1995
In Rememberance of
Donna Wotherspoon
September 07, 1954 - January 31,2003
In Rememberance of
Stephanie Mets
August 03, 1984 - December 01,2002
In Rememberance of
Chaz Robinson
1989 - February 04,2003
I dedicate this memorial to my beloved son, Chaz who
passed away 02-04-2003 at an early age of 13
from Aspiration Phenmonia due to his life long
struggle of multiple disabilities.
I love you and miss you dearly. Just a little
while longer and we will be together again where
nothing not even death can touch us again and separate us.
Your life of pain is over but mine has begun. I love you baby,
I think of you everyday, I miss you. You fought a hard battle
and I'm so sorry you had to go through that. If I could I would
take your sentence of death so that you may live as a normal
healthy young boy as it was meant to be.
Rest in Peace my son until we meet again.
In Rememberance of
Kristen L.Douglas
November 28,1985-December 3,2003
In Rememberance of
David Craig Harper
October 27,1963 - August 25,2001
To My Brother
David Craig Harper
Born in Wichita,Kansas
10/17/63 - 8/25/01
Death by Suicide;Alcohol and Drugs
Died in Boonville,Missouri
Love and miss you so much Bro.
Be at peace now.I will see you soon.
Love your Sis Always ,Pamela
In Rememberance of
Joshua H. Boots
July 25,1981 - November 13,2002
In Rememberance of
Tom
June 30,1980 - April 25,2004
I watched you walk across the street
I stuck my head out the car window
I yelled your name and smiled
You turned to me and waved
I told you I loved you and then rode away
That was the last thing
I got to say
You went to Chris's house
I knew you were drinking
I also knew you had some pills
But I thought you knew your limits
I guess not, huh?
Later you walked home
You sat in your chair
That is where you stayed
They tried to wake you
But you just layed there
You were cold as ice
If only I had known
I would have walked you home
And stayed with you
To make sure you'd be okay
Your fragile soul was caught
In the hands of fate
And morning came, when it was too late
I stood there and cried
The day you died
I want you to know that I miss you
And I love you too
Forever
In Rememberance of
Jeffrey James Mcgaha
April 20,1961 - April 15,2003
In Rememberance of
Gary L. Waack
May 25,1983 - June 6, 2004
In Memory of our son Gary J. Waack May 25th,1983 - June 6th ,2004
Why ?Why?we ask the lord above and we hear silence
as the reply we know your time was to short 21 years
was all we got you left us with no words of good bye I
know you would of taken it all back but the trigger and
drink never gave you a chance .If only you would gave life
a chance by taking a nap, you would of fallen asleep and
arose to a new day. Yes problems would of been there but a
solution would of to a better one than you had.we wish
we knew why your mother chose to add your pain but it will
not change what is done. We visit your grave so very much
we adorn you with flower and the pain of knowing this is all
we can give you now is still to much,your smile and laugh brought
joy to us now it's silient and we miss it so much.we took for grant
you would always be around .You are loved so much and now missed more
than we can all bare,Rest our son and know we will see each other again
and all the problem of this world will never seperate us again.
Loving you always
Your Dad and Connie and your brothers and sisters
In Rememberance of
Michael D. Carico II
Killed by a red light runner.
I miss him so very much.
October 27,1963 - November 27, 2002
www.myangelsonmichael.com
In Rememberance of
Howard M. Bradley
I miss him so very much.
June 24,1947 - September 25,2004.
In Rememberance of
Michael W. Weaver
I miss him so very much.
August 1,1956 - September 8,2007.
In Rememberance of
Ronald Peter Greengrass
A Truely Loving Son,
You will be missed forever Mate
Your loving and Heartbroken
Mum & Family
September 30,1967 - January 02,1992.
In Rememberance of
Alexander James Zank-Bauman
FIRST CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS
I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below,
with tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting in the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sound of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart,
But I am not so far away. We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear
and be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "Love" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other; as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessings or love He has for each of you.
So, have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
ALEXANDER JAMES ZANK-BAUMAN
DECEMBER 25, 1989 - SEPTEMBER 7, 2007
Awards for Robbie
Robbie
Robbie's Service
Farewell to Robbie
At Peace
Robbie's Photo Album
Robbie's Scrapbook
Remembering Robbie
Robbie's Balloons come Home
Coping with Suicide
Final Words For Robbie
A Sister's Love For Robbie
Index to My Poems
Help and Support
Home